i dunno how i did it,

but i must say.

I SURVIVED TODAY!!!

nothing to celebrate about actually.
for there's always a tmr for me to conquer.

there were so many times i thot i was going to cry.
so many times i felt my heart jerked.

like when im smiling.
it not on purpose.
cant be helped.

quess i really lost the sense of time in my mind.
all that fills in were the past.

when i see a familiar place
or something familar happens in sch.
memories floods back
and make last yr seem like yesterday.

evonne said she saw him driving to RV ytd.
later found out tt he came to deliver OUR physics workshts.
lol.
maybe he marked them already??

i promised or i was quite assured i forgot him.

but somehow.
that wasnt really tru.
esp when sec 4 life started so hectically.
in such a pathetic rush.

new tchers.
scary.

old ones,
familiar.
but only make memories flood in even more quickly.

sometimes
even felt a bit scared.
scared that i will nvr awke from this nightmare.

tried to convince myself this is all but my hallucination.
but duhh,
cuz i wont belive myself.

donch know how im going survive.

mx's quotes: God gave us tears to wash away the pain.

^^"

" If u lose the one who love,
you'll nvr get over it.
u just get use to it."

" If u love someone,
u would want him/her to be happy.
Even if u are part of his happiness."

quotes form mx..

haix.
361 more days to go
before this years go away.

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